Titanium - David Guetta Feat. Sia
I’m bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet , you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won’t fall
I am titanium
2 months. 100 posts. 51 followers. I’m not sure why you put up with my ridiculousness, but I love you all. Here’s for a 100 more posts and many months to follow! Much love <3
want. a snorlax beanie!
Human - Ellie Goulding
I am so scared of what I’ll look like in the end for I am not prepared,
I hope I will get the chance to be someone, to be human,look what we’ve done,
Pelosi told The Advocate of Bachmann’s silence on the issue, “I would think that if she wanted to be the president of the United States, she would understand that this is a larger issue than whether someone is gay or not, but as to whether someone is harassed and bullied to the point of seeing no way out.”
So apparently I have to wear a tie/dress shirt/slacks combo everyday at the school I’ll be working at in a few weeks. Need to go shopping! Having some money would be nice too! Want this entire outfit for the first day of school … plus the bag!
I’ve done more thinking lately. Much more that i’d like. I wish I wasn’t so analytical and could only function in non-sequitors and monosyllabals. I told a friend the other day that I’m finally just taking things as they come. I lied. Thinking isn’t something I can flip a switch on, I’m just wired too haphazardly. To be totally honest, I’ve been having a pretty decent week. I’ve really been able to let go and enjoy the moment, for lack of a better phrase. But then the status quo changes or responses I’m expecting don’t turn out as I imagine them. So I have to step back occasionally and process each event. Yes, its a little tiring and I probably do create more stress that way. So I’ve been a pendulum swaying between two extremes. Finding a balance with anything is never a cakewalk. But surprisingly the personal growth I was afraid of being unable to continue has nonetheless made itself known. Albeit, through channels and methods I wasn’t quite prepared for. But each day is new, exciting, an opportunity. Things will work themselves out, despite how much I mull them over.
Placements for teaching are in less than 48 hours. Will need a bit of time to process … . .
Not to be a total negative nancy, a lot of things have been positive. My practice teaching has gone quite well despite my tendency to run my mouth a little too much. Also managing to stay a top of my language courses. We received progress reports today (because we’re basically a bunch of 20 something middle schoolers). My instructors had written that they felt I had a good grasp on Korean but needed to participate more and assist the rest of the class. While speaking up more frequently would definitely help with my speaking comprehension, I’m somewhat concerned about coming off as a self-righteous, pompous braggart. Though, I do enjoy helping others as I end up reiterating the information to myself and further cement slippery grammatical themes.
I have so much more to jot down, but i’ll need to separate them in order for any of these allegorical revelations to make any sense. Till next time, much love <3
Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet
Speaking of being whimsical … . twinkling lights and tent forts sound like a pleasant remedy for my cabin fever